and ive got new internet :)
just broke up.
they all try to change who i am
and then i will have enough for the ultimate loyal freaks membership :D
i didnt live in canada
if you havent noticed yet, the pic of me above my blog is me licking a walrus.. xD lol
me with the kitty =D
me and one of my birds =)
am i buff for a girl? =P
me and my cousins at christmas.. =D i think he looks good in my hat. lol.
me with short hair
me and my best friend when we went camping =) (i had red hair back then)

this is may tag. i love art, especially street art. some people call it garbage but i see the art in it. i love writing, it is one of my passions. i have been told that i am a poet.



i will always remember you. there will always be a place in my heart you will stay, we are eternally together, and even in the nothingness this connection will stay strong. breaking nothing, but breaking everything. we are one, a soul split to fit this reality. the times are hard and the end even harder, but remember, we are one. we live this together. and one day, we will meet again. until then, stay strong. (-mandy. quoted from myself out of a fit of confusion)

my name is amanda christine spear
also known as mandy, manda, chris, koolkat, the gangster emo kid, that random chick, the nameless one, etc. lol

my friends are my life.
my thoughts are the truth.
my actions are my strife.
and in my mind there is youth.
if i could change the world.
and take their pain away.
into the darkness it is hurled.
and this is where i stay.
this is a story without an end.
and a finish without a start.
and i know i cant pretend.
because it goes against this art.
and its not something you can search for.
and its not something you can find.
it is a reward and nothing more.
from being friendly and kind.
and i want you all to know.
i used to use it for my gain.
but now it really shows.
that was the cause of all my pain.
and now the end is clear.
and i can see straight through.
and the gift is strong and near.
if only, before this, i knew.

im a pretty average person, i like random shit.
actually, im VERY confusing.
chances are you wont understand me.
im pretty laid back, but the smallest things can set me off.
i like to eat :P
music owns me.
i love criss angel.
i love my friends.
holidays are overrated!!

sometimes i just want to be heard and those times that im not are the hardest to stand. its not attention seeking, its mind speaking. SO LIVE IT OUT!!!

i love music. it holds me in a trance. fkdjsgb, . no idea what that means... but yah lmao.,
i admit im a stoner and i drink occasinally. but im a nice person if you get to know me.
:P:P
I WANT A CAT MORE THEN ANYTHING, =\
CRISS NEEDS TO COME TO CANADA BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GO TO THE STATES :(


















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